Buang

Never was my intention to say such things to you. I grieved over-thinking, I thought about all those stuff I shouldn't have. And at last, it affects me.

I was trying to tell you that what you did hurt me. I don't like it. And I can't act out like I can take it in forever. At one point, I gave up. I told you the truth. As usual, you can't take it and blame everything on me when it was crystal clear that it was your fault.

Well, we talked about this before. Few weeks back when I found out about it. I was in a mess, I can't even sleep. And even if I sleep, I reckon that I will be sleepwalking. Restless soul, I supposed.

I remembered we cried solving this. And it was relieving seeing you that way, its like I knew you again. I knew it hurts you too when I'm hurt.

I'm not good in hiding things. I can't be you. I can't do what you do. I don't hide my feelings. I just don't.

The key is to just be patient and wait which is way out of my league. But I'll try. I'll try everything for you. I promise.

Be patient, Ain. You're good at this. 2 years of it, remember?