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Mentah kita kata,
Bila kita lihat budak sekolah,
Kain biru seluar hijau,
Lepak kedai mamak,
Berdua-duaan,
Konon bercinta.

Aku lupa. Aku pernah berada ditempat mereka.

Tiap kali lepas perjumpaan Pengakap, aku lepak dengan member yang kebanyakan dulu senior. Dulu dekat simpang sebelum sampai sekolah ada mamak. Roti canai best, kuah dia paling thumbs up. Aku mulut banyak. Kawan pun dengan budak sesi pagi. Which at that time the morning sessions were basically form 3, form 4 and form 5 students. And that was 7 years ago, when I was 14.

Dulu lepas waktu ko-k, while waiting for mama, gua lepak float. Yes. Nama kedai tuh float. Sebab apa? Sebab kedai tuh jual float ahh. Tuh best sellers dia. And kedai tuh ada jual colek jugak. So, lepas waktu ko-k, gua kasi lepak situ dulu, telan float selai dua, baru gerak balik. Lagipun, time tuh lah nak date. Pfftt. And that was 6 years ago, when I was 15.

 Sipping a cup of hot coffee on the stairs outside my room.

This was what I planned to write a year ago. Tangga kat luar bilik masa kat matrikulasi dulu, port baik. Scenery lawa, angin sepoi-sepoi. Tapi sebab dulu busy, post pun banyak yang merepek. Dan hari ini, aku teringat. Aku teringin nak post tentang ini. Ya, 'ini'.

I once said that this particular blog of mine is a diary. I'll be looking back at it a few years to come. Maybe when I already have few kids. Maybe two, maybe three. Who knows.

Mentah. Ya, masih.