maybe it's me, I think too much

I'm in love.
yes, I admit that.
but I'm in sorrow.
Ila sendiri cakap, 'aku kenal kau Ain, aku tahu kau macam mana. kau dah lah cepat jealous.'
yes, that's true.
I take small things seriously.
Everything, all my happiness, my misery, I bash it on twitter.
My followers, they know everything.
Well, at least the ones who really are following and read my tweets.

I was sobbing and crying at that time when I received a text message from my exbf.
He asked me whether I'm okayy and told me someone asked him to check on me.
That's so sweet of him.
I asked him, who told him to go check on me.
This is what he replied,
'Just can't tell. Idk what happen but I know how it feels. Waiting like a fool, saying I love you but what you get back is just cold wind. Been there. And one thing I can tell, it hurts because you wait but the other person didn't care if you're hurt. So just chill. Pergilah buat benda lain rather than waiting. Kalau tak cuti, pergi baca Yassin. Awok sedih2, apa awok dapat. Okay? Please be fine. Take care. Jangan lupa makan. :D'


Then,
this guy who took my heart away, IM-ed me on Facebook.
'NurAinHaris binti AbdulHaris . i love you . pls note that ! and im sory if i takboleh ada dgn you everytime . seriously im sorry .'


MAABS,
I've given you my full attention.
My time, my emotions and my heart.
I don't know why but it felt like you've crushed them into tiny little pieces.
I'm taking my time to understand you.
Just don't hurt me more.

yes,
I'm single but my heart is taken.