I wonder

"These people aren't your friends, they're paid to kiss your feet."
- Radiohead

I have no idea what I've done to you.
really, I took him from you?
I left him because of you.
I ditched him, for you.
I don't fight for a guy.
I just don't think it's necessary.
besides, we are friends.
we start knowing each other as friends.
and I'm pretty sure we'll end up being friends too.
thought you were a friend.
well, I guess I end up being your friend for benefits.
I was wrong.
you're not a friend.
I don't even know who you are anymore.
maybe you'll see me as one of those girls who will always talk about you behind your back.
well, don't you think you're doing the same thing towards me?
to you, it's better to just shut up than saying anything.
well yeah!
you wanna people to see that you're innocent.
can't you see what have you done to me?
you ditched me because of a guy?
seriously weyh?
even your room mates are now ditching you.

let me tell you.
IT'S YOU!
YOU'RE THE PROBLEM.
YOU JUST CAN'T SEE IT CAUSE YOU ALWAYS THINK YOU ARE RIGHT!
BUT YOU'RE NOT!

I forgive you for all the things you've did to me.
maybe it's just you.
maybe I'm wrong.