Harimau Malaya

TAHNIAHH!
masa blogging nie rasa macam nak cium khairul fahmi che mat sebab hotsetap sangat kat padang tuh.
haihh.
mentang-mentang kita kat Kelantan nie haa. >.<
and now the Malaysians are hoping for cuti peristiwa.
haha.
kalau ada, adalah. kalau takde, okayy.

Hasif is asleep.
well, Hasif is a girl okayy.
her full name is Nurul Hasif.

she's my room mate and she is heartbroken.
she fell asleep while eating her green apple, half way to done.
she's sleeping now.
not that I'm saying she ate a poisonous green apple or something and got cursed.
owh please. -.-

last one week, she fought with her boyfriend.
well, it's normal for boyfriends and girlfriends to fight about silly stuffs, right?
one day after they fought, she received a text saying that her boyfriend had sold his DiGi number to his friend and he told Hasif that their relationship is over.

like bye bye Hasif.

today, she went chatting with Najib's classmate in USM asking him about Najib.
that friend of his asked Hasif,
'kau nie sape?'
'aku makwe najib.'
'owh, mun ea?'

she had been cheated.
at that time, she broke down into tears and not even a single person in this room could comfort her.
not even me.
we shared stories, we even sleep side by side like always.
It's hard to see her like this.
It's hard to see your best mate not even smiling the whole time she's with you.

that's why I'm backing off.
backing away from all this relationship thing.
it's commitment and love that they want and that is all I can't offer.

I'm tired.
I wanna live my life now.
I wanna make friends and not worry about having a boyfriend.
coz it's just hectic to know someone likes you at this stage of life.
It's just, urgh! whatever.