alone

I'm not gonna hurt anymore.

I don't wanna hope anymore.

happy now?

few days back, no no.

few weeks back, I found out something about my bff.

her world, it's now upside down.

I know how it felt like.

I just can.

your mum just can't find the way to talk and ask nicely.

your dad just ignores.

brothers and sisters just can't stop making funny jokes, being sarcastic.

ouchh.

It hurts so much thinking of it.

maybe it's because I've once been in her shoes.

you know, no. you don't

It takes a lot for you to do to get people to trust you,

but you just need to do a thing to crush that trust.

just one.

At least, she's given that chance to still blog and online.

unlike me, all the ways for me to communicate with people outside my house are like cut.

wow.

I did cried yesterday.

that feeling of scared, scared of letting go, living him alone is just so scary.

unbelievable.

I took that step to go out and make friends.

cover my sight with something new and fresh,

made myself think about new stuff.

haha.

and apparently that is the way I knew about megat and friends, about fixie and skates.

here I am now.

happy, with you around.

but when I thought of her, I got scared.

Is it a sign to remind?